Music:The sound of a phone ringing cuz no one's answering my call!
*Shakes Head*...Here We Go Again!
So last night I saw Isac and we hung out and it was fun but not as fun as I thought it would be! I was excited that he came back from wherever he was (I keep forgeting)so I can see him cuz I missed him but when we hung out it was awkward! I always tend to feel that way now and I dont think it's a normal thing! I mean I feel shitty sometimes when I'm w/ him and Im not supposed to feel that way right?!?! I think it's because I showed him my lip peircing and he said it was ugly and I was excited about my new shoes and I showed him those and he was like "whatever"...it pissed me off and I didn't feel loved! Am I being stupid or would anyone else feel that way too?!?! I just feel when he says he loves me,he lying because you're suppose to love the person for whom they are and he doesn't! Or at least it feels that way because he always says he doesn't like this about me or like that! He's suppose to live me for who I am and it aint happenin!!! I don't know what to do but I don't want to feel this way anymore,what should I do?!?! I need to talk to someone fast...I need a guys opinion,that's always good!!! Help me!=`( I'm sad! Oh and by the way...I got a starnage phone call from an old friend Lucas last night,please tell me why?!?!?! Anyways,gotta go,bye!